A look inside the freak

angelfreak1984 @ 2007-06-19T12:34:00

2007-06-19T16:36:17Z

Repost for bostondude or anybody else that is interested
Just do it. Please?

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my f-list, so let me know with whom I'm friends! Post a reply with your answers!

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they :
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school:
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

angelfreak1984 @ 2007-02-08T17:07:00

2007-02-08T22:11:33Z

You Are 20% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.
You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

How Nerdy Are You?

Oh my aching head

2006-12-27T22:16:57Z

Don't you hate when you drink to much the night before and wake up with injuries that you can't remember how they got there?

D and I seriously tied one on last night. We went out to the liquor store around 8pm or so and got a big bottle of lime vodka. It started out kinda icky tasting (made me gag a couple times), but I got over that fairly quickly.

The last thing I remember is he and I sitting on the floor trying to get a game of Rummy going and not agreeing on the rules. Then...I woke up in bed this morning (still a little drunk). Obviously (and this may be TMI) I had to use the bathroom really bad. I realized then that I couldn't remember actually climbing into bed and also noticed that my big toenail on my left foot was split past the cuticle running from the middle of the nail and torn almost through down the left side. After clipping it I went back to bed and slept for another three hours.

When I got up again D was still sleeping so I got up and that's when I realized that my left leg hurt, too. I can't straighten it all the way out without feeling the tendons behind my knee painfully stretching. I began to notice other little things, too. Like, I have two big bruises on my left knee, two on my right, a nice gouge in the skin on my right kneecap, two burn-like marks on my right elbow, a small bruise on top of both feet, a tiny bruise on the top of my right thigh, and a scabbed over cut on my left elbow. Funny thing is, D can't really remember last night either. We both have a block of about 3 hours where we don't know what the heck happened. Although, he does remember me falling into the closet door and I have no recollection of that.

D also spent most of the day in bed. He tried taking some aspirin on an empty stomach, but that came back up. Then, he tried drinking some water and eating a couple crackers and that came back up, too. I think it was about 1:30 this afternoon before he was okay enough to eat a little bit of banana and after that, was able to take something for his headache.

There's about a third of the 1.75 liter bottle of vodka left. Needless to say, we've both sworn off drinking for quite a while.

Christmas Trees

2006-12-12T13:29:30Z

Christmas Trees

We got one!!!! :-D

D got me a christmas tree yesterday! He even surprised me with it. I didn't think we were gonna get one and I was feeling a bit homesick for all that. My mom and I would put our tree up (I'd beg for it after thanksgiving, but she'd always wait 'til the first weekend in December) and either that night she'd put the lights on and we'd decorate it or else I'd put the lights on the next day and we'd all decorate it that night. I'm not much for forced family fun, but this wasn't ever "forced". Christmas time seemed to be the one time of the year that the whole family got along fairly well.

So anyway, yesterday we went out to window shop until a client was done with his meeting so we could collect on an invoice. We went to Big Lots first and then to this pottery place. It's called "something Pottery", but they have everything from clothes, to dishware, to furniture. D had been over looking at the artificial trees, but I didn't think anything of it.

Later, after collecting on the invoice we went back to the store. I wasn't sure what we were doing, but I didn't ask. We went in and back over by the trees and he asked me which one I liked better. :-D I swear I almost cried I was so freakin' happy.

We went back home after that and while D tried to nap, I cleaned the livingroom and set up the tree. It's pre lit so we didn't have to mess with any silly strings of lights. We left after I'd gotten it all set and went back to the pottery place to see about decorations. Before we went in, D handed me a $100 and told me that was for whatever decorations I wanted and whatever presents I wanted to buy for family. Oh. My! I tried to say it was okay and that I didn't NEED to buy gifts, but he ordered me to take it and buy presents. How sweet is that? :-)

I found one thing for my mom there, but they didn't have much of what I was looking for in the way of decorations. So, we went back to Big Lots where I found something else for my mom, 1 thing for my brother, and then I got garland, colored ball ornaments (that turned out not to have hooks so we're saving them for next year), and D picked up a couple packages of blue candy canes for the tree.

I couldn't help it but I was practically hopping through the aisles looking for things for the tree and then skipping around the house when we got back to decorate.

Even now, I can't stop smiling about it when I remember I have a christmas tree downstairs. :-) I mean, how many women dream of their man (or future man) surprising them with exactly what they want? I have that and I feel like the luckiest person in the world right now.

Is it sad that this is all over a christmas tree? Personally, I don't think the subject matters, it's the fact that, even though I was expecting to not have a tree this year (and pretty accepting of that fact)...he gave me one. :-) I learned a little later yesterday that it's the first time in 10 years D has had a tree.

Isn't he fabulous?!?! :-D

early morning post

2006-12-11T14:09:34Z

Okay so it's not terribly early (about 8:45am), but it feels early. As in, I'm awake and wouldn't be able to go back to sleep, but my eyes don't seem to want to open more than a quarter of an inch. I think it was probably 1am before D and I went to bed last night, but that's not too bad.

Anyway, I can't believe Christmas is almost here. I was kinda bummed for a while since I didn't have any really good christmas music, but my mom bought a bunch (like she does every year) and sent me some of them and burned me some copies of the old stuff we all used to listen to around christmas-time. :D Yay!

I have some family members coming in about 4 days. *sigh* I'll be somewhat happy to see them, but I'll be happy when they go back, too. I don't have anything against them...I mean, my dad and I haven't ever really gotten along, but my oldest sister and her two daughters are awesome. I even lived with them for a few months.

So, they'll be coming down this friday, but the coolest thing is my mom is sending a bunch of my stuff that I wasn't able to bring on my original move and she's sending presents she's bought for me and D. I don't know how I'll be able to wait until Christmas day to open them, but I'll try my hardest. I know pretty much what I'm getting from D's mom...some cds, a couple dvds, and some slippers...but the surprise and just not knowing what it could be is always mucho fun. :D

On another note, one reason D and I were up so late last night is that we were playing Warcraft again. It's so incredibly fun! Back when we first started I'd made a Warlock toon and he made...somethin'. I can't remember what it was. But we only made it to level 14 or so when we decided we just weren't playing enough to justify what we were spending on it. But now, I have a total of 4 toons and we've been playing a ton. My main toon is a level 31 hunter, my others are a level 30 warlock, a level 20 druid, and a level 14 priest. Yeah, yeah I know I sound like a gaming geek, but I don't care. :p

Coolest thing, though is that the expansion pack that'll double the game size comes out in Jan. D has played Warcraft for the last 2 years and says he still has only seen about 50% of what the game has now. It'll be uber ne

So...yeah...going to bed at 1am when we've been playing Warcraft is quite the achievement. We've stayed up until 3am quite often and occasionally 5am. It's sad how addictive it can be. :) Can you see how sad I am. hehe

Well, that'll be all for now. We've got to get some work in before becoming totally immersed in that game.

angelfreak1984 @ 2006-11-07T09:14:00

2006-11-07T13:14:55Z

So obviously I haven't been posting a whole lot. I swear I have a good reason, though...besides nothing really has been going on. D and I reactivated our World of Warcraft accounts a week or so ago so that's been taking up pretty much all my time.

We'll wake up at about 6:30am and play. Since there's nothing else that really needs to get done at that time of the morning. By the time we take our first break...it's usually about 11am. *gasp* Time really does fly.

Unfortunately, today they shut down the servers for a few hours for maintenance so that's why I actually remembered to post here...and why I might actually get some laundry and cleaning done today.

I absolutely love, love, LOVE Warcraft. D and I started out playing Undead (he as a Mage and I as a Warlock) and then we also created Tauren characters with him as a Warrior and me as a Hunter. D asked me last night which I like better and I couldn't give him an answer. I like aspects of both. But, in retrospect, I think I like the Warlock better. I like that I can cast spells and summon my Imp and Voidwalker (and other things when I get to a higher level).

*sigh* I sound like such a nerd. *grins*

Anyway, so that's why I haven't been around a whole lot. But I promise, I am reading the posts on my Friends page.

Ciao for now.

me = domestic (surprisingly enough)

2006-10-12T20:01:14Z

D commented yesterday that he was very pleased with my new-found domestication. In the past week I've made two loaves of banana bread, made an improvised chicken parmesean (made with chicken patties) that was oh so delish, and we got a crock pot the other day and I cooked roast in it with potatoes, onions, tomatoes, and carrots.

In addition to that, I'm doing all the laundry, sweeping, mopping, making the bed, dishes, vacuuming, and general cleaning. Up until I moved here with D, the most I'd ever done is the dishwasher, an occasional meal (mostly boxed, but some crock pot stuff), and maybe some vacuuming once in a while.

I'm pretty darn proud of myself. :)

I'm baaaaaack

2006-10-09T13:17:10Z

I just got back a little bit ago from my first camping trip in about 10 years. It was so incredibly awesome! D and I left yesterday afternoon, planning on just staying the night even though we did debate for a while today whether we wanted to stay an extra night. We decided that his brother's hot tub, a comfy bed, tv, computer, and a warm house were plenty of reasons to come back as planned. I definitely wouldn't have minded staying the extra night, but it's all good and he said we can go back any time as long as we have the money for food and gas.

So, a brief (or maybe not so brief) summary.

We left here around 2:00ish after spending a few hours that morning target shooting at his parent's with a couple of his brother's and his nephew. It was so cool! I liked pretty much all the pistols we shot, but D's was my favorite and then his brother's .357 revolver was a REALLY close second. We need to get more ammo before we can go shoot D's pistol again, but he has a ton for one of his rifles so we'll probably go shoot that soon. We've also talked about me eventually getting a carry permit.

Anyway, back to camping. It took about an hour and forty-five minutes to get to the site and set up. It's the best site there by far because it's not incredibly close to the road and there's a hill blocking most of it so it's really private. Also, it was right on the creek so, although it was cold, it was very relaxing and picture perfect in the daylight.

We mostly drank and sat around the campfire last night, but today we hiked upstream a bit with his puppy and one of his brother's puppies. D's puppy is an Akita so she's big and was just tromping all over the place. The other puppy is a Pug so he was a little chicken, not wanting to get his tiny little paws even a little damp.

I swear, the first night of sleep during camping always sucks. The ground was harder than I'm used to sleeping on while camping since I'm used to having an air matress...and it was really cold with the naturally cold air and the breeze coming off the creek, but it was still awesome. D had a one person tent so it was nice and cozy. His brother's puppy slept in his crate in the back of the truck and his puppy slept outside. I was a bit worried about the cold getting to her, but she's got a thick coat so she was just fine. She really perked up when she heard the zipper on the tent open in the morning.

The best thing we ate all weekend was hobo dinners. (Don't flame me, that's what they're called.) D had 'em when he was in cub scouts and they're a required meal on all camping trips. You cut up an onion, a potato, and an apple, wrap it up in foil and throw it on the fire for about a half hour. Oh...it's so tasty!

Anyway, I've rambled on enough.

angelfreak1984 @ 2006-10-05T10:09:00

2006-10-05T14:11:03Z

Gotten from lj-user="dutchman55555"


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decision made

2006-08-16T16:53:51Z

Like I said...moving to Tennesse, but there's been a little change on the timing. I'm leaving a week from tomorrow instead.

I'm so freakin' happy!!

I've always wondered, if given the choice to take an extreme, life-changing risk that'd make me happy, would I have the guts to do it? I guess I've got my answer, huh? *grins*

Decision time

2006-08-16T02:53:15Z

The decision has been made...I'm moving to Tennessee.

It's still in the works as to whether it'll be three weeks or three months from now...but the main point is I'M GOING!!

Woo-freakin'-hoo!!!!

I've never been as happy in my entire life as I am right now. *big smiles all around*

I've been tagged

2006-08-07T03:14:23Z

From dutchman55555

Random 8
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a post with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself and say who tagged you. In the end, you will need to choose the 6 people you tag and list their names. No tag backs.

1) Even if I absolutely loathe a song, it still gets stuck in my head quite often.
2) I'd never drank black coffee until two months ago.
3) I've never seen the original "Exorcist" movie.
4) I buy games for my XBox even when I hardly ever play it anymore.
5) I hate realizing I've misspelled words.
6) When going through a large doorway/archway, I quite often have to reach up and tap it with my fingers (slight OCD).
7) It's coming to the point where I'd rather be in TN than anywhere else.
8) I still remember the name of my very first cat (Sabastian).

Tagging... bostondude02110 sneezythesquid asphyxiapixia ne_penthe mentalswitch

angelfreak1984 @ 2006-07-30T17:11:00

2006-07-30T22:17:31Z

Ganked from dutchman55555

You can only use ONE WORD DESCRIPTIONS!

1. Yourself: Horny

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: Master

3. Your hair: Red

4. Your Mother: Working

5. Your Father: Asshole

6. Your Favorite Item: XBox

7. Your dream last night: Weird

8. Your Dream Home: Beach

9. The Room You Are In: Main

10. Favorite Colour: Green

11. Your fear: Loneliness

12. Where do you want to be in ten years?: Tennessee

13. Who you hung out with last night: Myself

14. What You're Not: Alone

15. Your Best Friend: Derin

16. One of Your Wish List Items: Cuffs

17. Your Gender: Female

18. The Last Thing You Did: Napped

19. What You Are Wearing: Clothing

20. Your Favorite Weather: Overcast

21. The Last Thing You Ate: Salad

22. Your Life: Complicated

23. Your Mood: Peaceful

24. Who are you: Me

angelfreak1984 @ 2006-07-27T09:23:00

2006-07-27T14:24:46Z

Yet another cool post ganked from sneezythesquid

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	its low...
your best quality is	people love to be around you
your worst quality is	you rock! theres nothing bad
this is because	youre unique

Quiz created with MemeGen!

painful sighs

2006-07-24T00:31:00Z

Isn't there some rule that at 22 one is too young to have to deal with passing kidney stones?

Well, if there isn't...there damn well should be. And, technically I started getting them when I was 20.

I'm pretty doped up right now so I'm not all that hurty at the moment...but I dread the time when it wears off. Ugh.

I think I'm gonna go to bed now and not wake up for a week.

angelfreak1984 @ 2006-07-23T01:27:00

2006-07-23T06:28:03Z

Ganked from dutchman55555

HELL LEVEL 3
Raw score: 95%

There's a special place in Hell for you: the basement penthouse. You scored the nastiest possible score on the Sexual Hell Test. You have no sexual restraint whatsoever. You'll take pleasure however you can get it, and my guess is you get it a lot. If for some reason you don't right now, you will soon, as people in your category only tend to spiral down ever deeper into the abyss of carnality and delicious sin. Congratulations.

I, personally, think that this category is the best. Paradoxically enough, sexual liberation and indulgence can only bring you closer to purity.

AVOID: all but level 3 hellions like yourself. You wouldn't want to ruin anyone, now would you?

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on hellishness

Link: The Sexual HELL Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Ouch!!

2006-07-19T03:44:22Z

I think I broke the pinkie toe on my right foot. Let me elaborate...

My mom used to sell Pampered Chef. For those who don't know, it's kind of like Tupperware only Pampered Chef sells more cookware than food storage containers. Anyway, one of the major items Pampered Chef sells is stoneware. Really great stuff, but heavy as hell.

So there's a tote back leaning up against my brother's dresser with a few stoneware pieces in it and, on my way out of the room, I smacked the edge of my foot against it, particularly my pinkie toe.

It didn't feel any worse than a normal stubbed toe would feel at first, but after a few minutes it was still painful and difficult to walk on. Oh well, whatever.

I did quite a bit of walking around later that afternoon...like a couple miles...and I began to realize that it was hurting a bit more and farther up the side of my foot. Later on in the evening I realized that I couldn't move my foot around in my shoe as much as my other foot and came to the conclusion that my foot was swollen a bit. I was right.

It hurts really, really bad. So, tomorrow I need to tape it. I mean, that's all the doctor would do.

I'm such a clutz sometimes.

angelfreak1984 @ 2006-07-18T08:59:00

2006-07-18T13:59:10Z

Ganked from sneezythesquid

Your Love rating: Good

Your Friends and Family rating: Average

Your Finance rating: Poor

Your School / Career rating: Average

Your Health rating: Good

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New Toy 2

2006-07-14T18:59:00Z

Thanks to sneezythesquid for telling me how to do this. Not sure if this is exactly what he meant, but I couldn't figure out how to just put the pic in here. So here's a link.

http://img102.imageshack.us/my.php?image=f18ei.jpg

High hopes for nothing

2006-07-14T13:09:36Z

Okay I'm seriously bummed. I know I said I'd get y'all a picture of my new toy, but I forgot that unless I have a paid lj account, I can only link pictures using a URL instead of from a file. So, that means no pic.

But, what it is, is a link chain flogger. The handle has dark purple and green diamond shapes on it with strips of black leather on it. The actual whipping part is made of really tiny link chain. It's soooooo very nice. I love the way it feels. It was pretty pricey so it had better last a long time. ;)

I tried finding a picture online, but all I came across were ball-chain floggers. That might be interesting to get as well. Hmmmm...have to think about that.

New toy

2006-07-14T04:08:21Z

I finally got a digital camera this past Monday. Yes, I know, I'm a little behind the times. Everyone and their brother's cousin has a digita camera. So sue me.

I've been wanting to get back into photography and hopefully this'll be just the kickstart I need.

Oh, and hopefully tomorrow if I remember, I'll use this toy to take a picture of another toy I got. ;)

angelfreak1984 @ 2006-07-06T12:17:00

2006-07-06T17:35:58Z

1. Elaborate on your default icon. Bondage icon made by the talented asphyxiapixia

2. What's your current relationship status? Owned

3. Ever have a near-death experience? Have nearly over-dosed on pills a couple times

4. Name an obvious quality you have? Freckles and lots of 'em

5. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now? Yesterday by the Beatles

6. Any celeb you would marry? Not really. But there are a few I would screw until I couldn't see straight. ;)

7. Who will cut and paste this first? Dunno

8. Name someone with the same birthday as you: My grandma, lil' bow wow, Bobby Fischer, Raul Julia, Kerr Smith

9. Do you have a crush on someone? Ayup

10. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property? Yeah, well, haven't we all? *blushes*

11. Have you ever been in a fight? Yeah

12. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? Does junior high choir count?

13. What's the first thing you notice about people of the OPPOSITE sex? Eyes and smile

14. What do you usually order from Starbucks? Some kind of frappuchino, but I usually go to Caribou

15. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? Ayup

16. Say something totally random about yourself: I like to dip french fries in a chocolate shake

17. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? Not really, no

18. Do you wear a watch? What kind? I don't, but have a silver one with a black watch band that goes in a wrist cuff with black and silver buckles...but the watch battery is dead. :(

19. Do you have anything pierced? Both ears twice...used to have my eye brow done, but that got infected and had a double lip, but took them out for and interview and couldn't get the rings back in. Bah! Oh, and see my previous post about removing a third ring from my ear.

20. Do you have any tattoos? Two...black panther on my left forearm and a scorpion on the back of my right hand (no I'm not a scorpio)

21. Do you like pain? Most definitely

22. Do you like to shop? Depends where

23. What was the last thing you paid for with cash? A silver chain necklace with little handcuffs on it

24. What was the last thing you paid for with a credit card? Dinner at a chinese buffet for my mom and me

25. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? My Master in Tennessee

26. What is on your desktop background? Splashy ocean water

27. What is the background on your cell phone? One of my cats peeking out of a hole in the cat tower

28. Do you like redheads? I am one and I kinda like myself so...yes

29. Do you know any twins? Nope

30. Do you have any weird relatives? They're all weird...I'm the only normal one Shhhh *slinks back into her corner* ;)

31. What was the last movie you watched? Beauty Shop

32. What was the last book you read? Beauty's Release by Anne Rice

33. Did you or are you planning to go to college? Went and got an AA, but might go back sometime

34. What is your favorite pair of pants that you own? Technically they're not pants, but denim cargo capris

35. Do you like to party? Not really

36. Where do you see yourself in five years? Possibly living in Tennessee (yeah, we've talked about it)

Phooey

2006-06-25T17:12:52Z

I finally decided to take out one of my earrings. I have (had) three piercings in my left ear and two in my right. I took out the topmost ring in the left ear. I've never had much luck with cartilage piercings healing up right and this just cemented that fact in my mind.

I got it done around mid to late March and it still isn't very healed up. In fact, it hurts almost as bad now as when I got it done. It'd be fine for a bit (besides itching a little) like it was healing and then I'd either snag it with my finger or it'd just start hurting again for no apparent reason.

So, long story short, it's no longer there and now my ear piercings are an even number again.

*le sigh*

angelfreak1984 @ 2006-06-24T19:36:00

2006-06-25T00:37:03Z

Gotten from asphyxiapixia

You Are Whiskey

You're a tough drinker, and you take it like a man
That means no girly drinks for you - even if you are a girl
You prefer a cold, hard drink at the end of the day
Every day, in fact. And make that a few.

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Why am I not surprised.

angelfreak1984 @ 2006-06-17T22:20:00

2006-06-18T03:21:27Z

Ganked from asphyxiapixia

You scored as Fallen Angel. You are a Fallen Angel empath. You have not found your place in this world yet and wander as a lost soul. Your wings have been clipped but you know deep inside they will grow back. You need to fly free and proud. Fallen Angels are spiritual beings who were trapped by flesh, and are now seeking to spread their wings again. (from the Book of Storms by Jad Alexander)

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Fallen Angel

75%

Universal

65%

Traveler

65%

Judge

65%

Healer

55%

Precog

55%

Artist

50%

Shaman

35%

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